"ya ar-Rashid, ya al-Hadi, guide me.
I am lost. Lost in choosing."
"ya al-Khabir, I don't know.
Don't know which step to take."
"ya al-Muhaimin, I am scared.
This world is scaring me."
"ya ar-Ra'uf, it is too burdensome.
Let it go. I can't hold it anymore."
Allah, indeed truly surely I need YOU.. :'(
Make my path crystal clear. Ameen
Night full of dilemma, depressed, lost!
Thank Allah, no matter how bad your condition is.. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal :'(